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| Saturday, March 08, 2008 |
| 36 weeks |
Here it is.
It's full term... or reaching full term. A life has been in me for 36 weeks.. Have I nurtured her enough? I don't know. Doc say I would be 'meeting' her anytime.
How do I feel? Other than huge, heavy and very unattractive espescially with that big bloated nose??
Scared
Nervous
Eager
Uncertain
Most of the time, I rather not think of it.
Just taking a walk down the memory lane....
How I found out I was pregnant... the morning sickness, being admitted to hospital for the first time. Curling up in the hospital bed, weeping due to the pain, the feeling of being lost and unprepared of being a mother.
The days I practically was hugging the toilet bowl...
And the first time seeing our seed of love on the screen, that strong beating heart.
Taking baby to Italy for our honeymoon... where she has been so good that my morning sickness stopped just a week before the trip and I was walking, eating, sleeping and enjoying the sweet honeymoon with my hubby. :)
Second tri was blissful !! Feeling her kicking and moving in me is something really special and touching. And hearing her heart beat for the first time..
Not to mention all the speculation of whether it is a Mickey or Minnie. Majority said would be Mickey but my gynae decided otherwise..
The question of whether my husband or my in laws are happy with that??
Aww.. I hoped for a boy for the sake of them. But in reality, I just want my baby to be healthy... Boy or girl? Doesn't matter.... :)
Then came the third tri.. when I fell sick with viral fever... the rash, the itchiness.. Then sleepless nights, aching back and bloated legs..
Horrible huh.... Again, it is feeling her kicking and moving and dunno-doing-what-stunts in me that is keeping me going and appreciating this pregnancy..
I visualize of the moment I would be carrying her in my arms ( skipping all the labour pain and scary stuff...haha... ).... I have a feeling I would cry then.
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posted by sming @ 12:10 PM  |
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| 4 Comments: |
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hahhaa..not easy to be a mother ya!
so cheer up!! i m waiting to see ur cute little baby soon! :)
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hey pat, dont talk big big lar.. so when u becoming a father :)
i think being a father is not easy also :)
sming, dont listen to pat.. being a mother is great and easy :) the harder part is carrying it tat time :)
we will be waiting to see ur cute bady :)
8enjie
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Ini 8enjie, macam dia tau itu feeling being pregnant.....
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hahhaa..not easy to be a mother ya!
so cheer up!! i m waiting to see ur cute little baby soon! :)